jaya ekadashi continues... My soul is eternal my body is temporary and I will let go of it, and occupy another form at any time! This is why I have to prepare myself everyday rigorously, practice makes perfect! I have to remain focus in the highest goal of life to become the Lord's eternal servant for eternity! even by mentioning the name "Lord Gopala Krsna!" Lord Sri Krsna!" "Lord Rama!""Govinda" or "Srimati Rhadarani!""Goddess Durga!" "Goddess Kali!" "Goddess Laksmi!""La virgen de Guadalupe!" "Virgin Mary!" or " Lord Allah!" or "Lord Yaweeh!" or "Avalokiteshwara!" "Kami" "Satanama" or "Madan Pele!" or "Mother Earth!" or "Mother Sun!" or" Mother sky!" "La Virgen de Chinquinquira" or "Lord Shiba!" "Lord Brahma!""Lucifer!""Satan!"" Lord Jesus Christ!""Lord Vishnu!" " Sri Sri Rhada Krsna!" "Lord Narasimha Bhagavan!" Praladha Maharaja!""Jaganatha Puri!" " All glories to sri guru and Sri Guranga! All glories to Srila Prabhupada! All divinity connects me to the spiritual sky to the supreme personality of god head cause of all causes and all that is Lord Sri Krsna king of kings owner of everything protector of all divinity creator of all living entities..."All I have to do is ask for the right things...!"

 ......You can speak to god at any point and other people may think that you are "nuts!" because you are talking to yourself, but, it really does not matter what others think of you, or say about you, what matters is what Lord Gopala Krsna, god, says, about you and thinks about you! A godless civilization is a complete failure, a civilization that is programmed by closeted homosexual military men of science that hate and envy women can only go so far as a deeper darker, stinky,  painful,  horrible black hole filled with illnesses and death, and re-birth into the lower bodies of cock roaches and rats, and more!

 Fortunately, women and children are under the direct protection of Lord Gopala Krsna, who adores his mother and all his friends and this is why, no matter how many attacks this women beating rapist homosexual military brahmin  bullies throw at you, because of their hatred and envy of women, you must remain attach to your love and devotion to god, even if it kills you. Our supreme creator is not a human being identified as a military general of any race that lies and hurts the people he is suppose protect, serve and care for! Our supreme creator holds all creation on his body "literally!" , and he is the nourisher, protector, maintainer, and annihilator,  of all the comic manifestation, and he can take the form of anything he wishes to be! He is the wall in front of you! he is the cash register in front of you! he is the words that you speak! he is the words that you hear! He is the computer in front of you! he is your cellphone! he is the steering wheel in front of you! our supreme creator is everything! he is a person with a transcendental body and he has a of family of all races,  friends, associates just like you and me!

Our creator is Lord Gopala Krsna! If you keep returning to this world, you will always experience, death, old age, illness,  and birth and again, and again,  these facts of life are miseries! if you look at a grain of sand, on the beach, that's almost the size of this world, this world is even smaller than a grain of sand,  in the mist of infinite amount of planets, galaxies, and universes! You can be 77 years of age and you can change your life! You can be 95 years old and you can change your life, but it becomes a big problem, when this greedy closeted homosexual military people prevent humanity from having a connection with god, in order to exploit  them and live off of them,  and make that money, "because is all about the money to buy more liquor and eat more meat and do more raping of the young pretty boys and the young girls in those private houses! 

Only men who hate women and envy women slander them, and force them to rape themselves and to become pregnant, or allows women to be gang raped and beat up, just to get them out of the way, and to make the lives of women much harder, and traumatic.  This closeted homosexual military brahmin people have engineer every  trauma imaginable  to keep people in a state of complete ignorance in a world of animality, a beastly existence, that perpetuates the cycle of birth and rebirth! A world in which one moment you are having prime rib , and the next moment you are hunted or tortured, in order to be the prime rib on someone else's plate!  And while this may be "OK!" to some people, religious god fearing people are under the protection of the Lord's spiritual amnesty, and attacks towards the Lord's pure devotees is catastrophic for everyone involve! Both Suras and Asuras understand that all creation surrenders to the lotus feet of Lord Gopala Krsna! and that we are all meant to rise to higher levels of consciousness, not to be forced to go down the rabbit hole and incarnate in the body of a pig.

During this ekadashi let us understand, that enough, is enough, and that god will take care of this big problem, because these closeted homosexual military people are holding us hostage with their deceit, lies,  biological weapons, nuclear bombs, their horrible violent technology, their massive and absolute control of the media, their horrible programming of men and young boys to continue to be addicted to violence with their video games, the violent television, films and music,   their corrupt thug attorneys, and their thugs that could care less about killing a cow, in the most horrible way, much less torturing women and children! 

Surrender, to the lotus feet of god, and ask him for the right things, like please allow me to return to the spiritual sky,  so I can continue my spiritual unfoldment, and don't let me make the same horrible mistakes that brought me here into this worlds of suffering and pain! I understand, that I am not god, and that no one has the legal right to experiment with me, nor do I have the legal right to experiment with other living entities! I am so sorry, that I committed such horrible crimes against the laws of god! O' Lord Gopala Krsna, I just want to continue to be your eternal servant and help you take care of all the cows in Golaka Vrindavan in the spiritual sky with all of my brothers and sisters of all races! " Please pick me up from this ocean of death and place me as one of your atoms at your lotus feet!"  All Glories to Sri Guru and Sri Guranga! All Glories to Srila Prabhupada!