Note to self: I confess that I co-created painful experiences with other living entities not only in this planet earth but in other planets in previous incarnations where my soul incarnated and because those hurtful painful experiences that I co -created with others hurt millions of other living entities that were all my brothers and sisters including destroying planets "god" Lord Krsna creator of all that is sentenced my soul to incarnate in this world of pain and suffering for millions of years as a severe punishment (karmic retribution) for the wrong choices that I made ! Now, after millions of millions of years incarnating into the different bodies, into different races, into different genders, in different countries, in different planets, I understand that my soul is not here to hurt anyone or anything! I beg for the causeless mercy of my eternal father Lord Sri Krsna owner of everything source of all incarnations to please forgive me for committing such horrible crimes against my brothers and sisters and for violating universal laws! O' eternal father Lord Sri Krsna sustainer, nourisher, protector on the entire cosmic manifestation please help me become your loving truthful faithful impeccable servant for eternity once again and please don't ever allow me to make the same mistakes that brought so much pain and misery to others! ayi nanda-tanuja kińkaraḿ patitaḿ māḿ viṣame bhavāmbudhau kṛpayā tava pāda-pańkaja sthita-dhūlī-sadṛśaḿ vicintaya