Note to self: Although, Lord Sri Krsna sentenced my soul to eternal damnation to incarnate in worlds of severe pain, suffering and anxiety because I committed horrible crimes against my brothers and sisters that caused them great suffering and pain and because I destroyed other planets. Out of his causeless mercy the Lord has pardon my soul and I am currently paroled here in this city on this earth and whatever happens next is up to Him not up to me. I beg for the Lord's causeless mercy please remember me at the time of my death and please allow me to come back home to godhead as one of the atoms at your lotus feet!